Category Archives: Journeys

Trickle down.

He taught me that love was real. He taught me that the movies and the love songs and intimate sonnets are not a bunch of bullshit for a party I was not invited to: they can be real. The lesson … Continue reading

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To the woman who will soon marry my ex-husband….

Dear Cathy, You don’t know me, yet if we met under different circumstances, we’d surely be friends. There’s so many things we share in common that sometimes looking at your facebook likes is like looking at a mirror. That’s irony … Continue reading

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Once One Learns to Listen, They Sometimes Begin to Hear.

And so we had the perfect holiday season. Thanksgiving posted below. Then, a Christmas dinner with my parents and the children a week early. The following Saturday, “Santa”. On Monday we went to court and the judge awarded me *everything*. … Continue reading

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Infinity Loops.

I did get my miracle. It was nothing I ever saw coming. It was nothing I recognized. My inner chemistry has shifted. I’m still absorbing and looking for words to describe it. A month later, I have only told 3 … Continue reading

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These days are tender.

These are 18 hour days. Long days, with multiple tracks and twists too complex for me to do anything but smile and continue moving forward. There is not energy nor time for untangling confusion that is designed like a net. … Continue reading

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Moon Phases.

There’s a Half Moon in the sky tonight; did you see it? It suits my mood, this feeling that I’m Halfway There even if I don’t really know what or where The End is. I think I’ll know When I … Continue reading

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Once upon a time, there was girl. And she was very glad. And then she got lost.

The ocean was tranquil and blue today, with waves like wrinkles in my blanket. I’d spent this morning running hard, pounding out memories and fantasies I didn’t want to dwell on and I went ocean-side wanting more pounding, angry waves. … Continue reading

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