The self-realization of the day:
Absorption is not always easy or fast. Struggling to absorb something is not the same thing as refusing to accept it or fighting to change it. Needing time is valid. Even when we understand the reasons why something is the way it is, it does not always follow that it easy to accept.
Those are the thoughts of a saturated sponge, that may need time in the open air for evaporation, before she can take in anymore.